hOme swEet hoMe

2005-04-08T21:05:00.000-07:00

yesterdae was quite fun.. sports dae mahx.. n we got our class tee... not bad lahx.. but frankly i really prefer pink printing.. afterr the short hours in sch me n zhenning planned to go bowling dex.. but she got the lame music thingy on.. so i thot i wil wait at the bus stop for her.. den i waited.. n waited.. for a whole hour!! so angry wiv herx.. everyone at the busop must hav thot that i was an idiot or wat.. sit dere so long.. alone.. siaoz erhx.. but finally we did managed to go bowling.. i was so lousy erhz.. hahx.. i didnt even strike.. the most points i got was 21.. pathetic horz.. the first time i went i stil got get 50sumthing points lehx.. so down on luck yest.. haiz.. den we went eat lunch.. den qutie lat lerhx! so took a taxi to clementi stadium.. i ran in one of the events.. it was okay.. didnt win.. but my mei said i did well enuf.. thatz all i nid to hear.. o btw, my meix is zhenning horz... we were mother n daughter dex.. but i think sisterx suitz us moore... dun u think--?
bad news! my tagboard spoil lerhx.. so cursed erhx. dunnoe wad happened oso. cant display e thing.. v plaqued by bad luck erhx.. i m so unfortunate.. sob sobx.. i removed the boardie lerhx.. now an empty space below where it rightfully used to be.. hollow, sad, forgotten. ;-(
i think im improving on my studies.. finally.. but cant b too happy bout it. must work even harder! but im v slack on my homework lehx.. soO lazy horz..
been quite short of cash lately... want daddie to buy me a cd lehx.. but no chance to go out wiv him... mayb tonite coz we going out to hav dinner.. yipeex! ".." n i just counted the no. of clothez i hav in my wardrobe.. 30+ of outing clothes.. arhx.. an accomplishment for me.. but im greedy for more.. u may think this is scary, but it is v common in my family...! u shld hav seen the no. of clothes my mum own.. more den 50 i think.. her wardrobe is like, huge.. n it is already qutie full!
listening to cyndi's ~chi bang~ now.. v nice song.. i luv ~honey~ toox.. mum questioning me y i lyk her songs so much.. i think they really r v nice.. cyndi v preety too... nxt tues chinese common test.. gt to study for it now.. i may b lazy, but i stil make an effort to revise! ;p

2005-03-31T19:40:00.000-08:00

arhx... 6 days nvr go online lex.. sumtimes not allowed, sumdaez really too busy lex.. n o ya.. i did pierce my ears! on saturday.. both sides.. it was okay.. only intense pain for lyk about 15mins? den the rest of the day was okay le.. den i tell u horz.. i v suay de lehz... i gt caught wiv the double earrings lorhx.. i noe nt allowed but i dunno tat bloody shark head mr vilau wud go n scruntinize my ears.. i meanx, the earrings arent exactly v large or v prominent... damn him manx.. my new star studs gt confiscated lorhx.. i didnt even try to get it back.. wat do u xpect.. it cost 1.90 only lehx.. but stil my own $$.. sobzsobx.. i presume he threw it away.. or mayb he gav sumone.. he looks v pervertic, that vilau.. dunnoe wat he wud try to do...
den dese mth i super broke too.. even my mum said so... we r so low on income.. so pathetic.. feel so sorry for miself.. i barely hav enuf to buy a skirt.. hahax.. im tat materialistic kind of gal.. i plan to buy a tank top too.. sumday i will go out shopping n fulfill al my wishes..
gail tan also suay enuf lorhz.. she gt caught for nt paying attention during geog period.. den tat siao char bor mrs loh go n scold her n stil tried to look into her notebook.. luckily she nv look, coz the book was filled wiv cOmPlainTs n critism about tat kmrs loh.. hahax.. serve her rite if she does discover about itz.. n im v happy about my improving test resultz.. hope to score even better.. nid to study hard hard lex.. n today ish thurzday... gt the stupid ipw.. den the mentor wanted everyone to meet up at least once a week for discussion.. den no one is free on every particular dae lorhz.. v unfair... n by the way i oso v v v free for the 365n1/4 days of the year lorhz... n all bcoz of sumbody we cant meet up.. den after a heated arguement decided on wednesday.. only choice lahz.. sigh sighxx.. after sch always v tired dex lehz.. sure everyone moody n frustrated de.. or mayb we'll end up chatting n talking instead lyk every other time we met up.. lolx.. v useless rite, the meeting.. if everyone dun want to cooperate i doubt the job will get done soon.. n we r waaay behind the rest.. too slack lez.. n always gt ppl can't make it to the various meetings..
another things ish that my lousy comp speakers spoil aGaiN lehz.. cant listen to a single thing.. damn pathEtic lorhz.. n im yearning to buy a cd.. but since parents say got financial crisis now, i think i'll hav to wait for nxt time... pity pity.. but i oso nid to play the filial dother... sian arhx,,, hope to get a job during the holids.. can earn sum xtra cash to spend.. im saving up for a new hp oso.. bloody world manx... everything costs sOo much when ure poor ritez... getting into a lapse of depression soon.. until nxt time, when i save up enuf money, bye!

rainy sAt...

2005-03-26T14:24:00.000-08:00

sigh.. toodae sO raiNy dex.. yesT wenT to imm tilL v latez... bought nutHing.. wated trip arhx.. go home so xhaustedxx.. v sianz arhx.. todaez stuck at homex.. havent even touch a single pc of hmx. plannig to go westmall laterz.. going to pierce any hole... in my earx lahx.. i nt that bave.. gt nose piercing or belly button... v troublesomex de lahz.. n all thankz to my senstive earx, i get infectionz almost every mth erhx.. v bloody onez toox.. hahax.. horrifying ritez..
thix year ive decided to work harder on my deterioratingxx studiez.. but so farxx i hav nt taken a single step to revising more or be morex attentiv in claz.. so guilty.. muz make an attempt to strive harderz liaox ahx.. dun want to b the lowest scorer in clazz.. dui lianx man.. n the ipw toox.. evryone lyk sian sian onez lahx.. no one wants to do anything lehz.. but i muz admit i nt v hardworking oSo lahx.. another thing is the art.. nt making any progress in the project ms ruth ng told uss to do... yuckx..
i v long nv buy cd le lehz... cydi's honey nt bad actually.. going to borrow frm friend.. so brokEx recently.. v little pocket $$ mahz.. mus beg for more frm mum later.. hmm.. feel lyk eating ice cream now.. one of my sudden craving moods todae againxx! siaoz ritex.. such a nice cool weather.. well, gtg now.. bb! njoy ur sat!

2005-03-24T19:43:00.000-08:00

heii guyz.. tmr is gud frideex.. so shuang. no sch~.. today is suchxx a bAdz dae forr mexx.. v unlucky.. 24th of marcH shld b labelled asx Bad thurzday erhxx (sorri to ppl hu were born thix dae)... firstli, i gt sOo many homeworkx neber don i didnt realize it lorhx... gt eng de newspapr reviewxx which i din here mrs yeo mentionedz, stil gt all the cme stoopidz crapxx.. den i oSo dint study for bloodyx chi testZ... i mean i gt readx thruz lahxx, but haben memorizex the teXt yetzz.. i waz so flusteredx lorhz.. in the end i managedz to completex allx.. but d worst ish to cumz ahx... the whole class kena stay back for recess for the nt sending volunteer to participatexx in sum shitty competitionzz.. den get scolded terribly by a super bitchy, super vulgar, talkx super fast etc teacher.. shex one of the most bitchyx teacherz ive ever seen lorhx.. she angry until almost said the f**k word n keep scolding uz idiotx... she den idiotx arhz.. own self so aggressive.. so sluttyx.. stil xpect studentz to turn up for her wat the heckz competitionx.. vvv evil woman erh.. even worsex den ms ridz... den after that scoldingx so many ppl alreadyx in tearz... poor leeming takez the blamex.. i dun think itz herr faultz at all lorhx.. haix..
towardz the end of the dae in scH stilz okxx.. day turning for the betterx... den wheN i gt down frm my bus to homex i tripped on a damn kaox rock n twistEd my right ankle once againz... watz the hellx, i turn backxx n lookz... wOah! bloody hellz man.. it was the exact samez spot i fell down yesterdaexx.. i was walking across thez road to my home mahz... den tripped on tat cursed rock... twice in a row lehxx! damn suay horz! i think that rock hatez me erhxx, keep cursing me fall down... bad luck rock.. i'll hav it dugx out of the soilz one fine day arhxx... n c how the rock reactx.. mayb stil gt itz children underground arhx.. den cum up n trip mex again.. generation arter generationzx.. naugty rockxx..
such a jinxy dae.. better end it fastx.. dun want any morex unfortunatez eventx happening to mex.. =<

2005-03-23T15:33:00.000-08:00

i feeliin sOo frustrated nOw arhZZ.. stupid fOlkxX nt at hOme, nOthing tO eat aT allz, n reCess i Oso never eat leHzz,, i think dey'll cuM homez tO fInd me deAd frOm sTarvatiOn.. serve dem Ritezz.. i osO nt at aNy lOss cOz i gOt nuthiNg wOrtH liVing fOr preseNtly..
tOdee at sch iSh quitE okAyzz.. nuthiNg v uNfOrtunAte haPpened tO mE.. i wisH i caN getx knOck dOwn bY e caR or sOmethinG erhxx.. sOo intErestIng.. lolxx. iM sO sadIstic.. bUt on sEcond thOt, i thiNk dEre r maNy beautiFul thiNgs i cAnt leT gO of tOo.. mY frEnx, my drEemxz, my pEts.. thE small sMall thiNgs sumtiMez mEan a lOt,u nOe.. wAtz wrOng wiV me tOday.. so philOsOphiCal.. sobzx.. i geTtin craZy befOre i eVen can diE.. brEakin down frM depreSsiOn alredyx.. n i stiL niD to desiNg sumOnezz blOg now.. befOre i gO, derexx suMfiNk i wAnt to deLiver: dUn eNd uR lifEx jux liK tAtz.. iTz sO noT wOrth it lOrx.. u'lL rEgrEt it thE whOle tiMe ure iN hEll... cOz ppl hU cOmmiT sUiciDe gO to hElL onLi.. nO heaveN hOrxx.. =.=byExx..

2005-03-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

this is the day ritE after holids... luckily todae no hw.. but stiL feEl v sIan lehz. zhenNing todaE v sacarstic, kEep sayIng fReakY thIngs. lOlx"x" juS reaD her baCkstabbIng bLog ebout ppL she Hate.. hAizx. dunnO Y shE so full of hAtRed... tEll hEr to leT go liAo, she Stil keeP tokIn bout Crap bout smonE she Hates. kkx. i Wun gosSip ebouT zhenng Lahxx. gailz Comptuter fInaaly reeCh her hSe lez. But haVent insTall iNternEt yETxx.. so dAmn sloW worhx.. cAnt waIt to teecH her How tO desIgn bLogzzx.. cLarA keeP yAkkinG boUt her bOdy aGiaN.. sHe saz sHex not oVerweigHtz, she heavY coZ her bone Mass v high.. bone ThinCk, acc. to Her.. Kaoxz. aLwaYs so aI mIan Zixx... **siGh, i muSt Find a way to gAin wEight, DUn wAn tO b uNdeRwEIghtXX aNimorezz. loLx. the mrS tan Today oSo so siaoX. teLL urs stAy back hOrxx, deN dO filinG. bUt shE oSo nv do Ani filing. sPent d wholE time tokinG to gaIL. geTTing quiTe latexx lerx, bb horX.